I asked the new student,'how old are you?''I'm 14!'
Fourteen?It's a little strange to think this age.I have been said to be 15 years old after my fourteenth birthday.After less than one month.I will really say goodbye to 'fourteen' and will never meet it again.I heard 'fourteen' today,feeling it was so far from me and I was a bit pity.But I must face the reality of fourteen's going further and further.
Yesterday,my dad sent a message to mom.It said that yesterday was September 9th,2009 and everyone had only one chance to spend this 'Three 9s Day'.Not only September 9th,but also every day is special for everyone and can be spent just one time.Even this moment,20:40:52,is now in history.My own special,valueble second went by with the clock,'Da',just one note and I can never find it.
For the first time in my life,I feel the lost of time,the birth of history and the development of future are united and easy to happen.With the note 'Da',time loses one second ,history increases one second and future develops one second.For the first time,I feel sad to see time going by.
Maybe I should not regard 'time' as mine.It doesn't belong to anything but incluedes everything.Time like a big river controls us to go to the future.I don't think I lose something now but I hate to be under control.What can I do?Throw the clock out of the window and see it crash into pieces?
Time controls me and why don't I use the big river?I follow the river on a boat and get a good view of sights.There are different sights in different ages.I don't always turn round or see the future sights too much.See what I should see,do what I should do,and I won't feel sorry.
One day,my boat will be leaky,then sink.