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Behind which forgets
When memory in was proving when your history, has revealed imperceptibly also your standpoint, the emotion and innermost feelings some secrets.
The memory existence elapses years there, if is not passes through us to call them consciously, will restore them, they forever such deep sleep in there, by us by time forgetting. In this age, the evasion remembered that erases remembered, craves in loses remembered, already was commonly seen. The people are easier the vision to go to under the inviting eyelid and front, calls and restores remembered, not that easy, that is one kind of ability.
The time passes very fast, now the time wheel when has ground own skin, has fallen in an instant into a winter, the continuous rain lets the human recall the beforehand scene. Has removed the blue tender cover, these once entanglement, once acted boldly regardless of one's safety also along with the forgetting flow which went far away walks. Each friends started the new life, but perhaps they also will remember, they had said the words, have done the matter, will pass through the street, in the mouth the soft drink temperature, the palm will extend curve. But also perhaps, has these clear facial casts and the expression.
But, these belong to the respective story on the forest vagina, has not started to precipitate the seabed, is binding tightly by the sand and the shell, many years later, above may go out the rich algae, is similar to the life the bone-chilling cold regret ...... Time circulation, season vicissitude. Only then knows in the heart said that the years are illiberal. Now, all continue, these thing which is faded from the memory by our each other, needs to be able very for a long time to recover
When sees in once more campus Yang cotton wool run all over the place time, I have gotten up high finally three.
This is essential one year, transition's one year, decided that destiny one year, falls sways back and forth the wound not to see sunlight one year, follows on somebody's heels in 08 years along with the vigorous summer day tide. Said really, I am filled with joy also am actually light sadly.
However, I dream in that not big campus drill ground, once we looked from the window can see, that is called by us “the albizia” on the branch, also opened has filled the white and tender flowers. The summer day sunlight falls on the white flower petal, projects on the floor tile trace, the shade moves in the sunlight dust classroom air defined obviously
Last year's this year is in the first lunar month 15, was also Yuan Xiaojie. Was catching up with high three us is also very gratified, in the school has put the attractive fireworks, fled suddenly Mars spot flew ascends the sky, in instantaneous split the spark which a color varied, illuminated in the muddy curtain of night, as soon as bright has flickered, fallen became the dust. A like our 17 year old, also will burn through in a hurry, never to returns. It is not this? These once by us were thought forever will not forget the matter, by us is forgotten in the process which we never forgot
Only will be does not want to let the similar matter occurrence for later, only wants to detain these forgetting the thing, therefore with the most time, this special way remembered that these I also thought now forever will not forget matter.
Once very many times mentioned these presences in the pale writing in the mind person, these accompany themselves to pass through the entire high school's person, is trivial and is in disorder. Will not have the reason to remember them throughout, in the past represented one kind of mark, one kind symbolizes the warm passing mark.
Will remember soon completely will disperse the completely time in summer's afterheat, I meet that girl, that elephant equally will be autumn light the graceful girl. She has a pleasant to hear name, appeals to heaven the duckweed.
Knew that the day duckweed is purely a fate. Since she has been my high school three year schoolmate, is I most lovable friend
“oh, the child, you are called any name, I want to be you the elder sister” she to say. In an instant, my face is shamed all of a sudden has been red, did lonely I, have an elder sister, you are my elder sister. “you are my younger brother. Yes, I am your older sister ......”.
She is such one lovably to the extreme girl, moreover, she has a more interesting name, appeals to heaven the duckweed.
“the balance, the balance ......” I always like like this again and again being called her name. In this peaceful age, I am called especially the day duckweed soft, because I thought that only then like this, can with day duckweed lovable appearance matching. The day duckweed everywhere is also complying, with her unique soft sound.
Approaches once more in autumn's rainy season, we will stroll under the campus corridor to speak freely about tomorrow together. However, sometimes, I have silenced, she did not stop speaks with me. Treats when my long time does not respond, on her face reveals on the light smiling face and the face the dry tear stains have not been serving as contrast, instantaneous, unexpectedly somewhat dazzles.
Are actually more, I am cannot read the day duckweed, or, we are did not understand mutually, I cannot understand her some ideas. But, we meet each other to give, is stepping the step in broken bits, has walked.
Dear day duckweed such friend, only needs one, because you were my elder sister are enough.
Recalled that the young story always looks like the abundant in short thunderstorm, the indication does not arrive, departs silently. Trifle pacing back and forth, trifle ache, trifle happiness, but after saying goodbye that section bursts into tears the smile time, in loudly makes noise in memory, also will think the trifle suddenly sadness, trifle getting over an emotion.
Also will once dream of just entered the school time, I have the very long very long not period for adaptation, I was divided at that time the hygienic radiation class, every day is done by the science subjects thing is completely muddled, I felt helpless in that period of time, was very low. When some people tell me, this is this middle school's key class, when you test from the bottom several may go to college, my moral nature all resistance all of a sudden erupts.
In these days, I withstood certain me from to think that very important the attack which was unable to cancel. For instance, the first time does not pass an examination, first time worthwhile does not leave the answer poverty-stricken in the blackboard ......These days are we walk together. We have hated here together, we pledged that does not return to here again, but is recalling, I only then knew, these difficult days are how happy actually
I once pledged, if lets choose once more, I will choose this school in no way, because she will be too heartless, will be too stodgy, is planned in here ours time on a fine track, sometimes, I thought that I suffocated immediately. My that must with general talent, also soon also has been strangled ......
However, now, has turned head, that indeed is to I very important three years, I all should be have completed the embryonic form in that stage, but in my life initial dream, the initial friendship, was realizes in here, I have also woven future wing in here.
I always very much fondly remember me first time to step into Jingyuan three now early mornings, that one year in August, sky transparent inconceivable, the deep blue color lets the human melt in which, the air is as if such freshness, the sunlight infiltrates from albizia's leaf seam, sprinkles on the face warm, distant I saw you, you to smile am facing me to walk ......I thought that all are as if in a dream, all pain, tired and the complaint will vanish into thin air in the flash.
Looks like when the college entrance examination, love this kind of experience is very painful, afterward will not experience a matter again, recalled in tomorrow will take the spare time the conversation content, with the friend who will know newly said time, only then discovered that these were once innumerable a wish to flee with the recollection which will give up, has been washed off as if the floating dust, will become with clarifies happily. I knew that such looked resembles the lonely matter, only then I am doing by no means.
These are forgotten by us in the corner the traces of the past, one will pick piece by piece by me, leaves remembers slowly tomorrow ......
I only expected, that section is burning red magnificent, has been far away from the splendor splendor years which slowly makes noise, many years later will be renovated by oneself from the mind, after can residual rain, first clear's freshness and warmth.
“meeting, time, in the future, could also be such past!”A friend said
Author synopsis: Zhang Yu xue , male, pen name: Snowy peak. on March 2, 1991 was born in Gansu Jingyuan, presently for Beijing Writing Academic society member, Jingyuan County flower season literature society director the organization head concurrently edition, "Hunan Campus Literary arts" the magazine company special student edits, Baiyin "Silver Daily paper" society student reporter, 2009 Chinese young writer class student, world Chinese people young Writer's association member, Hubei Province young Writer's association member. Its work once attained 2007, 2008 “the century cup” the campus literature art big game first prize, the sixth session “the Ye Shengtao cup” the national middle-school student innovates the thesis big game third prize, 14th session, the 15 session “the magical brush cup” the national elementary and middle school students thesis grand prize contest second prize, welcomes Olympic Games “the East China Normal university Two Attached middle school cups” "Thesis Communication" the national middle-school student thesis big game nation third prize, the fifth session “Xihu” the cup nation young people literary arts big game honorable mention, the first session “Hua Renbei” the entire national essence kernel young writer title, in 2008 “moves toward Lu Xun” large-scale to have the prize solicitation activities second prize, “new person cup” third national elementary and middle schools campus literatureThe big game first prize and so on, the work sees here and there in "Ulan" "Silver Daily paper" "Chinese Campus Education Newspaper" "Thesis Weekly" "the Xihu Literature" "Language Newspaper" "Thesis Review" "Hunan Campus Literary arts".
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